I know, June 17th was far too long ago. Here’s to hoping I’m making a comeback.

When it comes to relationships,
I can’t have one foot in, and one foot out.
I’m all in, or nothing at all.
I give everything I am to relationships –
No matter how brief – no matter how momentary
And then I wonder why it is
That I’m so exhausted when they end.

I wonder why it is that only at the end
Do I feel like I’ve just found myself, once again.

~

I wish I could record my thoughts
And then play them back until I could write
Every single one of them down
Because everything always feels so fleeting
That by the time I go to press my pen to a page
Everything I imagined is already gone. 

~

It’s amazing what can happen in 3 years 
And what can happen in 2 months
It’s amazing how something so small
Can weigh so much more
Than everything else. 

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