Different, very different. But okay, more than okay.

I love weddings – I really, really do.

On finding a middle ground between not bad and bad enough and some other things called self love.

These will all be stories one day and I know half of them we have no control over, but for the one’s we do – what do we want them to say?

Never before in twenty-two years have I had this much freedom, this much responsibility, and an infinite amount of options all of which are like blank envelopes and being forced to decide which one to open.

I don’t know what’s going to happen in Europe, I don’t know if a window will be opened for me, and I certainly have no idea how it’s going to feel and what I’m going to do when I come back but I can tell you with confidence that I am incredibly nervous, and beyond excited, for whatever this near future holds.